A couple of weeks ago, my heart got crushed a little. For the first time in a very long time, there was a pounding in my heart, a sickness in my stomach and a wave of heat over my body. All of the sensations that come through when my worth and belief plummet.
Thankfully, I have the tools - breathing techniques, Oils, and the foundation of who I know I am in my deepest heart. I have my integrity and impeccability. Yet still, while there was lesson after clear lesson for me in what happened, I simply couldn’t shake it.
This morning I received the hit to head into meditation. With clear guidance on what was required for the session, and an open heart, I sat.
Funnily (not really) ALLLL the messages were the same from my cards, oils and guides.
Hinoki: Natural Harmony. Removes disorder + disharmony which may have built up. Creates energetic fluidity that allows movement and ultimate release of what’s creating the disorder. I’ve waited WEEKS to open my Hinoki. Today was the day.
Jaguar: Integrity + Impeccability. It’s mission is to devour the unclean aspects of human behaviour. Rewarding you by maintain your integrity in some situation where you may have been unwilling to pass judgement on another.
Prairie Dog: Retreat. Allow the space to rest + retreat. The dynamics of the situation may change because it allows space for the challenge to work itself out.
Arise: invites individuals to rise up and meet their life. It invites us to choose, in. this. moment. To reclaim the fullness they were always meant to experience.
Brave: Courage Imbues is with the tenacity to confront the untruths believed about the self because of negative experiences.
Today’s passage from The Book of Awakening by @marknepo
ISIS: moving from darkness to light. Move us from the hell of fear, to the heaven of our own love.
My mission on this Earth is to empower you with simple tools to heal yourself and live your biggest, brightest life possible.
T R U E H E A L I N G
Many people are not ready for that and it doesn’t make anyone wrong. Not you, not me. If you choose an easier road, that is so cool, my wish is it serves what you require right now. However, I’ll be here. Holding the space for you and your healing. Waiting with open arms for when you realize all that is available to you. When you realize there is no quick fix and bandaiding over hurts only does so much.
Many people want to believe they’re fine, aligned, and enlightened. That the direction they’ve chosen makes sense and everything is perfect. Consider your logical mind is creating this so you’ll feel better.
This is an invitation to look deeper.
What I’m describing above is a great example that the work never stops. We must be willing to have the awareness and USE the fucking tools. I have the tools and still didn’t recognize this interaction was impacting me two weeks later.
Dig into yourselves.
Create new pathways.
Be open to that which you cannot see.
Understand there is no bypass.
The only way out, is through.